Chapter one: When i met Jon
Chapeter Two: Mom passed away 2009
Chapter Three: Adoped By Brother
Chapter Four: Moved To Glasford
Chapter Five: Afriad to go to high school
Chapter Six: Mom Went to the hospital
Chapter Seven: Mom almost died
Chapter eight: Helping her
Chapter Nine: Funeral
Chapter Ten: 10th Grade foods class

people_meeting.jpgChapter One
I met Jon in fifth grade and I liked him ever since. We dated a lot now, and most of the times we dated were a joke but since may 2nd of last year, we dated until Jan 20th , 2011. Now that we are broken up its hard to deal with and I am very sad. We had a lot of good times together and I remember them all. Now that we’re not dating and he’s moved on to another girl it hurts me even more. He told me that he loved me so much and never wanted to lose me. When we broke up I was so heartbroken and still am.
I’ve tried moving on but it’s hard when you like someone so much. I hope one day soon we get back together, that would be very nice. I really do miss him as a boyfriend even if he did stuff I didn’t like and I let him get away with it. I know that this is part of life but I really don’t feel like moving on or dating anyone anymore because every time I do they always turn around and hurt me, and I can’t handle it anymore.
All I want to do is cry. He and another girl are hanging out today after school and he’s picking her up from school. They are hanging as friends and he likes her and she likes him. I really don’t want him to date her, but whatever I can’t stop him. I miss him so much he doesn’t understand what I would do for him at all. This is all drama and I want it back to the way it was before this all happened between us. I truly do love him and miss him a lot and always will no matter what happen. Even though he makes me mad at him sometimes Ill get over it sometime I hope.
I wan to talk to him and try to work this out, but he just won’t talk to me at all I’ve tried to text and call him but he won’t answer anything of mine. This is a stupid reason to get mad about. Im a girl and am going to talk to other guys. They are my friend and he can’t stop me from talking to them, I don’t try stopping or telling him that he can’t talk to any girls.
This is so sad, and he’s maybe my ex for a reason, but I don’t want him to be I want to be friends and work this out and he won’t work with me to try. I can try to move on and find someone that likes me for who I am and don’t care what I do as long as I don’t cheat on them. There are a lot of other guys out there that like me and asked to date me because they found out we broke up, and I say “No am sorry I still have felling for my ex and am trying to work it out. If it doesn’t work out then maybe we can then.”

Chapter Two

crying_picture.jpgIt was May 8th, 2009 at 7:28a.m. I was at a friend’s house next door that morning. My brother with tears in his eyes, came over and asked,” when Jessica gets up send her over home? I need to tell her something very important.” Aubrey’s mom, Lori, came in and woke us up she said Jessica, your brother came over here a minute ago. He wants you to go over home for a minute. I got one shoe on and I had the other in my hand as I walked down the sidewalk that leads to my apartment. I walked in the door and turned the corner to see the living room, and there I saw all my family standing and sitting, crying. I came in and asked Nicole where my brother was, and she said, “he’s in your mom’s room.” I walked thought the group of people and into my mom’s room. My brother and her hospice nurse were in there with her.
He began to tell me that she had passed away, and he said “mom,” I said “I don’t want to hear it”. Then I shoved through my family to get to the door and started hysterically crying. My uncle Merle and brother came outside and asked, “Are you okay sis? I know it’s going to be very hard and you don’t have to go to school if you don’t want to.” I said, “I still want to go no matter what to try to get my mind off it. Then I went in and saw her lying there on the hospital bed with her eyes a little open and gave her a hug and kiss and said, “mom, I love you so much. Ill miss you.” Went to school crying everyone was like o my gosh am so sorry Jess.
I went to all my classes I had that day and cried all day. I got out at two because I wouldn’t stop crying so much. I went home, we cleaned up the house and by then everyone was gone. Then we had to plan for the funeral so we got pictures from around the house and made board full of pictures for her funeral. That was really hard to do to. I found a picture of her and I ,and when the funeral came up, I put a bear and that picture of eighth grade graduation in her casket and gave her a kiss and hug. It was one of the saddest days I’ve ever had to deal with, and I don’t want anyone to have to go through what I had to. It’s very hard to deal with. It will get easier as you go but they’re still there in your heart and soul and will never be forgotten.

Where were you born?
I was born in Peoria, IL at Methodist hospital. I was born August 2nt I was suppose to be born September 24th. I had heart problems when I was born.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
I want to be a RN. Work at the hospital with people. I’ve always for 5 years wanted to be a nurse.
I can’t live without?
I couldn’t live without food. Music is a big part in my life. Water we need water and shelter to survive.
How do you feel right now?
I feel excited to get out of school. Happy to go home and play with my bunny. Go get on the computer at home and chat with friends.
Look around and describe what you see?
Right now I see a fan sitting on the table next to me. I also see a lot of yearbooks on a book stand. I see white brick walls around me.
What’s your biggest flaw?
I am a organized person in my own way. A organized mess is my way of being organized. My room always has to be clean.
What’s the most memorable moment of your life?
I remember most of my life my mom always being there. My niece and I riding her big saint Bernard. Going swimming in the winter it was way to cold but we didn’t care.
Describe your favorite toy or game you played as a kid.
I would always play on the trillerworle. Always played house when I was younger. We played school a lot to.
Describe your best friend.
They are very nice and caring about me. There always people I can look up to. People I can trust telling stuff to.
What noises do you hear right now.
I hear teachers talking to the students. I hear me typing on the keyboard. I hear students walking around up stairs.

Name: John Alan James
Biography: He was born at OSF in Michigan. They always worked together they had a few flaws like every now and then they would disagree. Yes because he grew up in a pool community with caring people. He goes to Bradley University he has a job at McDonalds. His friends are his sister Nevaeh, his twin Jacob, and his bests friend in the whole wide world is Cody.
Body Type: Thin and boned
Face Type: Thin and baby faced
Complexions: Coffee color
Eyes: Baby Blue with a sharp twinkle
Hair: Short, curly, mud brown
Clothing Style: Relaxed
Speaking Style: To the Point
General Demeanor: Easy going
Career: Cartsville
Prejudios: Hates tappers
Best Qualities: Sweet, Strong, Carefree, and willing
Worst Qualities: Dishonest, distrusting, and disruptive
Weaknesses: Chocolate, Cars, and love
Hobbies: Drive, Talk, and Smile
Talents: Haystack, Eating, Writing, Making chocolate fudge cake